Feeling pretty desperate anymore. I know I could help myself and othets if I just got a boost. I have an idea to start a business that would employ myself and veterens,felons anyone who truly wanted to help themselves out of despairity. I tried to talk to my son today-tha I couldn't even get any xmas for and he wouldn't speak to me. He has hd to go into foster care and I don't have any way to even visit him. My car got smashed within months of moving to PA. The depression is really wearing me down. I finally got myself together enough to start doing portraits for people. Every bit of money goes to survival. My disability has been like a long hard relationship andI can't get to all of my appointments w/o a car. Mine got smashed and
I only had liability. I had my mom that I used to be able to turn to,now I have noone. She overdosed. I feel so alone. I desperately need a car and some money to go to OH and talk to my son. I'm ashamed to have to come to this but I am at the end of my rope!I dnt even know if anyone will read this,but,please send me a response to at least know. Thank you to any who reads this.